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[Mar. 9th, 2007|12:40 pm] |
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home, trying to figure out what's goong on 2day, should be graduating soon I hope. with me theres always the possibilty ill fuck things up. not sure what else to say maybe more later. |
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|03:23 am] |
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I think i mite have a job lined up for after college!! so awesome!! |
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[Jul. 28th, 2006|03:04 am] |
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is there ne point in going out if you're still gonna be lonely :\ |
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| living with the stars |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|09:27 pm] |
So I'm looking to do an internship in LA this summer. I've been looking around trying to see where I can stay. My mom has a couple friends who know people work in Hollywood so shes been asking if any of them know of any places i can stay.
my mom calls me last nite and say, "My friends knows of a place you can probably stay. I wanted to check with you to see if its ok. I'm like, "well where is it." She says, "its steven segal's house." I'm like what the fuck! thats amazing, yea i'm defintly interested in staying with him. I'm not a fan of his work or any thing, but OMG, hes a fucking action stars, imagine all the people i can meet and connections I can make living with him, I don't wanna jinx it, but this is sounding like an awesome summer. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|06:28 pm] |
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one update from my sucky monday. Theres this girl who goes to fiu in miami who i'd been talking online for a couple months, she's so beautiful and sweet. Well over the entire xmas break we were talking and she kept saying how I was the sweetest nices guy ever and how she wanted me 2 be her b/f and spend all nite cuddling, when I got back she told me the nite before I came back her siters b/f friend told her i he really liked her and wanted 2 try to have a relationship and she said yes, that was a crushing blow, we did meet eventually and spent an hour in an empty parking lotnear her house making out at 330 in morning, it was amazing she said she had a great time not sure what to believe, the next nite we went to see hostel she held me close during the times she was scared and we kissed alot, she slide my hand into her bra and had me rub her breasts and lightly panted while i did it, once again an amazing time, she said she had a great time. afterwards she said we couldnt see each other again. I talked 2 her on monday and she said her and the guy are b/f g/f now and it would be best for both of us if we didn't talk 2 each other again and i tried to forget her. anotr crushing blow, not sure where to go now, seems ive been condemened to a semester alone in my room, like a prisoner only I've committed no crime. the weekend before that I had my buddy done here to help me with a movie, it was going bad andi wasn't sure I would get it done and he said look I came done here to get this movie done and were gonna find a way and we did! when I got rejected from lmu and had no place turn and thought I was finished my other friend said no we'll find a way lets go back to the drawing board, and I found um. the problem now is theres no one here to pick me up from the gutter. kind of ironic this girl had an away message she'd put up where said what do u do when the only person who can make u stop crying is the one whos making u cry, well now im exactly in that position. the only person who could have picked me up from a situation this bad was her and now she turned her back on me. guess I wasn't good enough. I'd ask for advice on the situation but im pretty sure no one is reading this. so back to my own prison. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2006|08:31 pm] |
today was a classic annoyingly lousy day. I had to be up to take my buddy to the airport, and had to get up at 6 am to do it. I miss him he now that hes gone, I seem to have no allies here at um. On the way back I got stuck in crappy traffic. My car went over 100,000 miles I was hoping to get a pic of the odometer when it did but i didnt realize the airport was so far and didnt bring my camera :/ oh well maybe next car. I still haven't recieved my new atm card from the bank, so no money for me, If I dont have it by wednesday im gonna be wicked pissed! When I got back from the airport and had breakfast I took a nap it lasted way longer then it should of so I didnt get up till 2. I went to take the video equipment back that I used this weekend on a shoot, but didnt have time to take it all back and they got all pissy like its suppose 2 all be back 2day at noon and I should have remembered that cause it was explained last semester in the class. That was last fucking semester, I barely remember how to use the camera, how am is suppose to remember some thing mentioned in passing 4 months ago!
On the subject of the film my buddy was here this weekend to help me with it, it was so fucking stressful the first dayi loaded the camera wrong and nothing came out, then my actor quit on me and i had to scramble to find a new actor, by the skin of my teeth it got done, all my shots probably suck or didnt come out, but oh well its filmed.
I had a pretty fun time with my buddy he was shocked evenmore so than me at how insipid every one here is and how many 70,000 dollars cars there are. we went to one party we won 2 games of beer pong he said every one there sucked, so we retired the undefeated champs after games. during the second game this girl came up to me and started talking to me, it turns her gay friend thought I was cute and wanted her to hook us up. I said i dont really, and she said oh i feel like such a jack ass and i said its ok dont worry about it,and that was that. best story ever! |
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| question |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|01:37 am] |
i no no one reads my lj but in the even that ne 1 is I have a question. If people r prickish or unfair or some thing of that nature 2 u, is it ok 2 take any pleasure a happinesss in whatever mifortune or feelings of being down they may incounter?
ne 1 out there feel free 2 answer |
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| new year? |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|12:24 pm] |
its been a long december and theres reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last.
my new years eve was kinda boring, went to my friends house, just him his brother and his mom, whatever had some food thats about it, the food kinda went to my stomach and i was feeling a little sick. i went home and at 330 went to bed, my friend then calls me and tells me his lady friend who is leaving in a couple hours needs a ride to the airport. theres a 3 hour wait on cabs, so im there only option. I was willing to do, but my mom whos car i was using said no way cause it was snowing out and she claims i cant drive in the snow. Martin kept begging saying he needed this, she kept saying no, she said she was tired and wanted 2 sleep so she wouldnt talk 2 him and im stuck in the middle. eventually he miraculous gets a cab and i go back 2 bed. what a great start to the new year, for me to poop on! only 365 days to till 07, oh well. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|10:47 pm] |
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man i always say it but i really hate people, there is no end 2 how much they suck! and they can't admit how much they suck. work is tiring as always, how do people wear ties, its like yer choking yerself! my neck hurts so much. im watching degrassi rite now, emma really reminds me of my ex g/f not really sure what to make of it. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|05:39 pm] |
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well 2 day is the 2 year anniversary of my friends death I still miss him, rest in peace Ian Souther you were one of a kind |
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[Nov. 26th, 2005|02:56 am] |
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well its thanksgiving, last year a girl wrote in her lj that she was thankful she was thankful I guess that's what I'll say 2, I think there's some thing else, but i can't remember its probably not that good any way. thanksgiving was kinda boring im getting to fat any way so another excuse to eat. My beard trimmer was dammaged in my bag on the flight home, iw as starting to really like that trimmer 2 oh well guess ill have to get a new 1. so far this trip home has been kinda eh, went to my old job today about seeing about getting it back for xmas break the woman i need to talk 2 wasnt there gotta call 2morrow. people still suck, god people are insincere its ridiculous, they utter numerous empty statements so they can feel better about themselves! It makes never able to figure out whos for real and who's just a richard or what have u. well happy thanksgiving every one. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
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you know if assholes could fly the university of miami would be an airport! this semester has become a total disaster, my courses aren't going that well, i got into one course 2 weeks late cause i couldnt find any one in the advising office to advise me on what course to take and it all went down hiil from there. The other week I was taking off a live strong bracelet my dad gave me, thing fuckin snapped! very symbolic of how this semester has gone, kind of ironic 2 i guess. people continue to frustrate me, im so tired of dealing with flakes and richards! maybe my thanksgiving break will be awesome, probably not but alls i gots is hope. |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|04:07 pm] |
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do you ever get the feeling every one is on stupid pills? |
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[Sep. 29th, 2005|11:13 pm] |
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the real life hitch came to speak at my school last nite, it was actually pretty good he had alot of good advice maybe it'll turn my life around haha, probably not. last nite i was trying to get some sleep cause i had an exam today, around 330 am i hear this crying sound coming from outside in the hall i ask my roommate if he hears that he eventually says ya, it sounds like a girl is balling, I peek my head out this girl who lives 2 doors down was sitting in the hall against the wall on her cell phone balling her eyes muttering some phone every few seconds i decide to go out there and ask are u ok she answers yes and I can go back to be now, i tell her she should gett some sleep she smiles, it was my polite way of saying shut up so i can sleep. I can't imagine what the hell she was doing at 330 and who she was talking to. was there a death in the family did a b/f break up with her, is she having a break down? if a family memeber died or some thing like that I feel really bad for her, but if its some stupid jerk dumping her she needs to be so dramatic and let us sleep. well who knows. hope this weekend kicks ass I need a good weekend! |
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| on the outside |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|06:04 pm] |
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while the hurrican came through first one for me in 16 years, tons of stories to tell about this one, but another time. the greenday show was 2nite, i was low on gas and because of the stupid hurricane no stations were open, I was really worried i wouldnt make it to the show and would end up missing greenday again! I did find one station open but there was a line down the block. What really fucking sucked is that every one would put like 30 dollars in their tank even though there was a huge as line and they didnt need 30 dollars, more gas stations will be open 2morrow, so just what u need for 2nite and fill up 2morrow when there arent long lines! its pretty fucking simple inconsiderate duches! i spent almost an hour and a half in line and missed all butlike 10 of Greendays songs, they were still awesome for ten songs. when i gotback my roomie called me to tell me people were in the room across the hall chillen to come there, since i was of age and no one else was i supplied the alcohol they played some card drinking games, then every one seemed to start hooking up accept me, made me feel kinda left out, even when i supply the alcohol still cant get any, same situation just different faces? at one point the 3 girls were cuddling with three guys they'd taken a liking to, my roommate was showing some other guy a card trick and was sitting alone in a corner by myself. I can't complain 2much, this is a thousand times better then last semester, i just hope the progress gets a little better. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|05:32 pm] |
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well as always i seem to feel frustrated, I'm so tired of dealing with flakes and richards! some times I feel like i've been betrayed by every one. Lately ive been thinking I can't wait to go back to UM cause hopefully this will be a good year, and every thing at home seems to have fizzled out. I'm pretty sure no ones reading this its pretty futile. I've always tried to avoid being in places where i'm not wanted and I'm starting to feel live journal is one of those places. So as a result of things I think i mite take a break from LJ for a little while, so take care all you ljers! :) |
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| year to year |
[Jul. 31st, 2005|03:26 pm] |
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its interesting on each day to think back to a year ago on that day, and then see how things changed from a year ago. Well any way this summer has been a total bore fest last summer though not great was much better then this one, this one ahs been a total waste of time Blah!!!! I really hate people its getting ridiculous, they just totally frustrate me, I'm really running out of patience for people, I really have no idea what to do any more, not that I ever had a great idea of what to do in the first place to begin with. |
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| so much to say blah |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|03:20 am] |
I went to the hot stove cool music fenway show last sat, it was a fun time each person only played a few songs. buffalo tom and theo was good, so peter gammons and tim wakefield in there band. bronson arroyo was solid he just did a few accoustic solo's his singing is solid but his gutiar playing was a little klunky. the show finished up with fountains of wayne, peter gammons introduced them by saying that rachel hunter would not be on stage lol.
Still hate people my god they really frustrate me, why do people suck so much! I really miss me my dock, kind of ironic the only person from lj who offered any condolences on dock's death was my liar of an ex, guess no one else reads my lj. that about sums it all up.
yester i went to the batting cages as i commonly do it was annoying you had to go the desk to get a bat from them and the one they gave me was to small, the machine ran out of balls so i had to wait for it to reload, on my way to return my bat some little kid was with his dad, he asked why did i have a smaller bat then he did lol i was thinking the same thing myself.
before that i'd had to go see my dad to get a check for my summer classes tuition, my dad was on a confrence call when I got there and was really pissed that i was there, oh well typical from my dad. hopefully some thing cool will happen this weekend, but probably not. |
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| every one I know goes away in the end |
[Jul. 12th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
It really amazes me how much people suck, why do they all suck so much and are so dishonest and insincere?!
I guess that's why people like pets always there for you, yer honest buddy mans best friend. I had a cat when i was a little kid named mueller. I loved him he was awesome, but my mom had a tempermental jerk b/f who was algeric to it, so the b/f stayed for the time being and the cat was sent away :( I've never really forgiven my mom for that one.
I didn't get to have another cat intill last august when my mom finally got me and her b/f (not tha same one) cats my cat was named dock, they gave him that name cause they found him on a shipping dock, I like the idea of that that was how he got his name, it seemed almost heroic, dock was a maine coon beautiful just like me lying around the house all day expecting every one else to take care off him, he was a little stuborn like me, I loved him so much. last nite i was on my computer and my mom called she said dock was hit by a car and i better come outside he was dead,neko (my moms b/f's, his younger brother in some aspects) came up and started trying to wake him, he didn't realize his brother was dead :( they use to fight all the time, cause neko would try to start something with dock for fun even though dock was so much bigger, they were so close. we burried him today. I guess im just a miserable failure, I failed you dock i'm sorry! I should have taken better care of you, im so sorry :( if there is a cat heaven, who's ever running it you better take care of my dock! if there is such a thing as reincarnation please reincarnate him as some thing nice, some thing i will some day come across.
R.P.I.
Dock |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|02:21 pm] |
well my fourth of july itself was pretty boring, though the days leading up to it were kinda fun.
I was suppose to go to the hamptons, but my car wasnt insured yet so i had to wait a day, and my friend in the hamptons decided he wanted to come here instead, thanks dad for lollygaging on the insurance oh well im getting insurance for nothing out of my pocket guess i can't complain.
friday me and my buddy went out with his dad it took us awhile to decide on a bar so in the end we werent at the bar for very long. sat their was a noise board party in sommerville. me and miles didnt want to risk driving drunk so we left out cars at home and got rides from his dad who was driving a cab that nite. my mom was suppose to get there later so she'd drive us home, but then she called saying she was kinda tired and didnt feel like going i put miles on who explained the situation, she ended up having to come the party was ok thought kinda dead at the point when we got there. before the party me and miles played mini golf and bet the loser had to pay for the winners kids college I played like shit and ended up losing, so i told miles id be giving him a visactame in his sleep. and since we didnt specify which college i guess ill be paying for his kid to go to mass bay community college.
at the party i starting mix drinks and lost track of how many id had so the next morning i woke up with a wicked bad hang over, i was suppose to drive with miles to new hampshire to see the minor league team their play, but miles talked me into trying to get game day standing room sox tix it was futile, miles put it best "i liked it better when they sucked and you could get tickets" so no baseball for me, i also ended up vomitting outside a gas station due to how sick i was. later on miles and his friend david came over and we grilled it up. none of us knew how to get the grill going so we's keep doosing more lighting fluid on it, we almost blew up the can lol. we were gonna go down town to see some prre fourth fire works but it was 2 crowded so we watched from a hill the view wasnt that great and the works were kinda lame. on the fourth i did nothing miles was busy the whole day no one else was around so i drove around then went home and chilled there bored as hell. kinda of a blah and to a weekend. |
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